What Now?

This month is Sexual Assault Awareness Month and I thought I would give you all an update…

I’ve been in a weird place for a long time now, well, since last July. Once the one year anniversary passed, it was like “What do I do now?” I’m still learning to live in freedom, learning to be more open, learning and growing. After living in that fear for most of my life, it’s hard to just flip the switch and say “So THIS is how I’m supposed to live!” I’m trying to not live in the past, trying to move forward and it’s working. I do have trigger moments and I’ve learned to allow those moments to happen. I’m still trying to find true happiness. I feel like once I find that, I can be a better person, for my family and friends but most importantly for me. Don’t get me wrong, I have joy in my life but happiness is different. I’m not in that dark place anymore, I’m somewhere in between. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Blogging has been put on the back burner for quite some time, I don’t want to put mediocre content out there. When I started this blog, I was writing when I felt led to, but writing just hasn’t come to me. It will in time. Don’t give up on me just yet. I may change up the content on the blog, if you have any ideas let me know!